Diary

May be it is good to use this kind of motivation to force myself to study hard in my life, I have to find out a solution to this problem. To get up early seems a big task for me to conquer. It is general acknowledge that I will wake up and lay in bed for a long time. Even if the alarm is set to a specific time, I still lie in bed for a long time. Fighting for myself and my bad habit consist of an important in my life. In particular, I don't have enough time to solve my won problem, I have so many tasks to achieve and I want to be rich in the future, I have a hard time right now. Without motivation and persistence, I would have a hard time now.

the habit

Change my life!

large spend on IELTs

It is very frustrated that I spend numerous money and plenty of time on English study. This is partly due to the fact that I am not putting enough attention on such task. To solve this problem, I have to cultivate a good habit and give myself motivation on improving my English, for instance, the money I can spend on vocation and on other stuffs. Another point I could add is to release my pressure on my visa and my career progress. Although I is tough for me in the coming months, I tend to believe that in is still necessary for me to get this most important thing done. Compared with my classmate who study in the same class with me, they already achieve their tasks and went home for their Chinese New Year celebration. I am jealous!

After the Speaking test

It is pity that I may lost my mark in speaking English, even though I put great effort on my English, it seems that I put it in the wrong way. Today, I have to develop my English speaking skill with Evernote, which is good for knowledge based database. With this tool, I can access every topic instantly, no matter if I am on a train or I am in the park near my house. Hopefully, I can pass it this time but I am still no confidence enough to pass the exam base on my poor performance in this week, I am confidence in part 1 and part 3 because I can use the framework and the structure that I see on the book. It is critical for me to find a way out of this stressful vicious circle. Hopefully, I can make it and I am sure I can make it if I can utilize my time efficiently.

Good day rest

It is very good to have one day off to think about my life and my study. It is obvious that I haven't used my time efficiently. To manage my time and study, I have to concentrate on my study, especially the IELTS, because it already wasted me a lot of time and energy and money. Planning my schedule is another aspect I can improve on. It is critical that good planning contributes to my success. This is indispensable part of my life success.

Daily review

Maybe it is a good time to review what you have done today morning. It is necessary to Chang my habit now, I need more time to achieve my goals. This is due to the fact I am behind other friends. I have to get more mark n writing in writing letters and to ensure I can get more than 7 in IELTS writing tasks. Therefore, I have to read some sample answers when I go home or go to work. Hopefully, I can utilize this time to prepare myself well for the exam. Speaking for myself, next month will be the fourth years I have been in Australia. It is like another university, even though I spent four years here, I still cannot pass the exam. It is so close to my goal on that time. However, this is maybe I am not capable in speaking aesthetic English. Many of my goals have been delayed. I can only finish one task at one time? Why I have to continue doing labor job? How can I change my life and habits.

Emotion problem

I am confidence enough to be your girl friend maybe one of the biggest problem I have ever had. Making my girl friend feel secure is a problem? What leads to this problem? How does it occur? This is partly because she is not confidence enough or my profile is too good to have a normal girl friend. Life is tough these days and I still confuse my future, which make me unstable as well. To minimize the negative affect, I have to show how much I love my girl friend. How can I get into a serious relationship. How to find a dream girl or wife in my life?
To be continued.